Ignorance is bliss is only true in some cases. Ignorance doesn't just mean lack of information, it means you literally turn a blind eye to all the warning signs despite having a considerable amount of knowledge of what you are getting into. Its 3 am on a Monday morning. My Sunday went by as I … Continue reading I did not sign up for this! Or did I?
It's Monday morning and I couldn't go to work today. My life in all its shattered glory felt unbearable. I dreamt of a barbed wire covered log being pounded into my chest, piercing the skin and brushing the heart all at the same time. I day dream more about it than the future anymore. I … Continue reading I called the suicide prevention hotline
Because I'm a strong-ass willful person who never takes no for an answer. You can't have people who are passionate about the subject. You might not find "the one", the project that you'll be so passionate for. More often than not, PhD students settle, for the research group in which they might have friends or … Continue reading Why do you want to do a PhD?
Its Sunday night. Tomorrow's Monday. Such an inane beginning to a conversation about how scared you can be of your own life. Every person on this planet goes through disappointments, some experience a lot of it, some are let off quite easily. But heartbreak is written in the stars for every soul who takes a … Continue reading When you are afraid of your own life…